Pojok Katarsis

hepi nu year

satu2nya yg ada dalam pikiranku : semoga tahun ini bisa lulus kuliah dengan IP memuaskan. terus bisa cepet balik ke rumah. amin.

jujur gw masih sedih karena hasil gpmb ga sesuai harapan,, tapi tetep merasa puasss… -kayak yg dibilang mas titok- kepuasan yg tidak dapat ditukar dengan apapun.. terharu, bangga, senang, sedih.. campur2. walopun sempet ngerasa sedih waktu liat ekspresi mas dian waktu itu… yah.. we’ve tried our best.

nothing can bring me down.. walaupun harus ngeliat pemandangan menyedihkan di akhir kebersamaan dengan tim gpmb (note:dgn org itu, yg sengaja manas2in padahal gw udah capek bgt,,physically and psychologically,, jiwa raga). something breaks me,, but it wont let me down.

right now i just want to live my life…

Get ready for a lot of dramatic interruptions in your day — there is about to be a big power shake-up that might trickle down to you. Is this the chance to prove yourself that you have been waiting for? Make the most of any opportunity to bend the ear of a person in power — even casual small talk could put you in a prime place on their radar. It’s time to focus on the game more closely. You are about to get off the bench and into the action. Be sure to keep your eye on the ball.

my comment:
amin. mudah2an pertanda baik buat hasil di GPMB.

Pagi ini ke kampus buat ketemuan kelompok tugas presentasi. di sana ketemu temen2 seangkatan yang udah pada jarang keliatan di ruang kuliah. yaaa…. secara mereka udah pada skripsi sementara gw masih berkutat dengan bangku kuliah. nggak tau kenapa, mereka keliatan jauh lebih dewasa,, sepertinya mereka udah mulai mencicipi dunia profesional. ada yang jadi asisten biro konsultasi, asisten dosen, ada yang udah punya kerja tetap, ada yang lagi penelitian skripsi, bahkan ADA YANG UDAH LULUS KULIAH! kabar terbaru,, 2 teman seangkatan gw… Emen & Nanang diwisuda November ini,,, Yuni udah pendadaran minggu kemaren tinggal nunggu yudisium & wisuda, Fifi akan segera menyusul. Maya, Dita, Dhanik, Iza udah nikah. Iffha dapet beasiswa short course ke Amerika.

OH MY GOD!

what about my life? now and then…. (jujur, saya mulai merasa tidak tenang saat ini….)

i’m not ready yet for the next phase of life.

semakin sempit waktu, semakin sulit kita mengendalikan emosi.  pasti bakal semakin banyak tantangan ke depan. kata dosen TPS-ku,, tetep jaga hati supaya selalu jernih, mumpung kita masih putih. yaaaaa….. dunia luar memang kejam, makanya mumpung masih ada waktu untuk belajar,, dimaksimalkan aja. mumpung masih boleh salah, masih bisa beradaptasi dengan perbedaan.

aku juga ga seratus persen putih. ga seratus persen benar. aku juga pernah punya salah,, dan pernah bikin kesel. justru di situ kita difasilitasi untuk menjadi lebih dewasa, lebih matang. bisa menerima kekurangan, minta maaf, dan belajar memaafkan. kalo ga ada masalah, kita ga akan termotivasi untuk jadi lebih baik.

semoga kita bisa memaksimalkan apa yang kita punya ya….. aku sayang kalian semua…. =)

regards,
dita

WAWAWAWAWAWA…… twilite orchestra baguuuuuuuuuussssssssss,,,, hohohohoho malam yang menyenangkan!! meskipun sempet diperlakukan tidak senonoh sama si moya!! dicekik sepanjang lagu (bcandaan doang sih,, tapi cukup membuat shock!!)

hoohohohohoho…. i got a great view ^.^ ke depan,,, ke samping,, eheemm… wekekekekek………. menyenangkan ^o^

hasil observasi semalam:
ketemu banyak org,,,, nge-gap banyak orang,,, untung ga ke gap sama org,, *lho?*

ehem,,, ada yg dengan paksa mau dicomblangin,,, hohohohoho *semoga berhasil* chayo rereeeeee……… ayo kita jadikan proyek jangka pendek!!

ada yg gagal pergi sama pacar gelapnya gara2 takut ke gap (yah,,, nice try lah buat menjaga image di depan publik ;P) huh,,, makan tuh image! emang enak lu gak jadi ngeliat adi MS cuma gara2 takut diomelin pacar,,,

ada yang mupeng clingak - clinguk nyari cewek cakep,, trus minta difoto sama cewek sebanyak2nya (biar pasarannya naik kayaknya xP)

ada yang……. bikin patah hati sih sebenernya… tapi…. yaaaa…. tetep bikin patah hati sih……. yah ke gap deh…… (malah diketawain ama moya *kurang ajar*)

yah gitu deh,,, udah ah!

PS: buat Lulu, Ibe, yudhi, Petsu, Rimbie…. KALIAN KEREN SEKALI BISA SATU PANGGUNG SAMA TWILITE ORCHESTRAAAAAAA…..

TPS… Marching… my own life… there’s only me and myself inside.

time to fight and stay focussed *kata mas yudith*

about the sms everynight,, i sometimes need it. to encourage myself to stay on the exact line. I can’t noone else but me, hun….

time is running and there’s no way back…. smangat!!

doakan saya berhasil ya teman2,,, these are all i need, for a sanity.

teman2…

sepertinya saya tidak akan online sampai akhir Agustus dikarenakan saya harus melaksanakan tugas mulia Kuliah Kerja Nyata di Turi. Dengan demikian friendster account saya mungkin akan out of date (lawannya up to date) selama 2 bulan. Dapat diartikan juga saya tidak akan mengepos blog selama jangka waktu tersebut. Adapun jadwal KKN saya tanggal 2 Juli - 31 Agustus 2007. Saya akan berangkat hari Minggu ini. Harap maklum.

Anyway…. something that I would miss the most… latian marching band. I will miss marimba -my instrument, my team, and everyone there. I would miss my part at the song package. Bagian F frase 1… yg sampai sekarang belum dapat dimainkan dengan mulus… *maaf coach… i will work harder as soon as i come back* maaf mungkin saya akan ketinggalan banyak materi. Buat temen2 pits…. maaf ya kalo nanti bakal ngerepotin kalian. Semoga pits ga pake baju item. Buat battery…. semangat guys… semoga nanti bisa ngerasain main gabung 2 frase sama kalian… semangat ya ngejar materinya! Hidup perkusi!!!

something in my mind….

why should i leave when i realise i’m in high spirit? *baru menyadarinya semenjak TC minggu lalu* ya ya ya…. i suddenly get new spirit. i don’t want to waste it. Hohoho… sebenarnya saya merasa bodoh tapi ya sudahlah… i just want to enjoy. semoga the spirit stays the same until I come back. Semoga tetap seperti ini or even better…. it’s nice having this feeling.

i’m trying to find the words to say. But I guess I’ll let everything go with the flow…

until then  people! take care…

For a minute it was looking like
I’d end up one of those guys
Spending my whole life
Looking for a special lady to save me
Maybe I’ll never be satisfied
Had a couple bad lucks and a couple dimes
Now that I’m looking for you
Why are you so hard to find?

I thought I took one step
I took two back
I’m not even close this time
And thats a fact
All I know is that we’d be the perfect match
So where you at love?
I just gotta find you, yeah.

I wanna know, I wanna know
Your name, Your name, Your name
Why you gotta be anonymous?
I gotta know, I gotta know
Your name, Your name, Your name
Why you gotta be anonymous?
Baby I want you so much
Wanna hold, wanna feel your touch
Come fast girl I’m in a rush
Why you gotta be anonymous?
I wanna know, I gotta know
Your name, Your name, Your name
Why you gotta be anonymous?

What’s your name?
Anonymous
Where you at?
Anonymous
When I think about you I get a rush
I wanna meet my Ms.Anonymous

Only see you when I close my eyes
We on borrowed time
When I delayed the sunlight
Everything I tried to tell you I failed to
Maybe I’ll tell you another time
How you keeping me so pre-occupied
Got a strong hold on me
Pay me no never mind

I thought I took one step
I took two back
I’m not even close this time
And thats a fact
All I know is that we’d be the perfect match
So where you at love?
I just gotta find you, babe.

I wanna know, I wanna know
Your name, Your name, Your name
Why you gotta be anonymous?
I gotta know, I gotta know
Your name, Your name, Your name
Why you gotta be anonymous?
Baby I want you so much
Wanna hold, wanna feel your touch
Come fast girl I’m in a rush
Why you gotta be anonymous?
I wanna know, I gotta know
Your name, Your name, Your name
Why you gotta be anonymous?

What’s your name?
Anonymous
Where you at?
Anonymous
When I think about you I get a rush
I wanna meet my Ms.Anonymous

Is ya name MaryAnne,
Or KathyLee?
Wanna hold my hand?
Come get with me.
Which dime wanna ride?
Everything on me
Girl you aint gotta lie
Tell me what’s it gon be
I gotta know, I gotta know [x7]
Bobby V Bobby V Timothy Timothy
Tell them bring in the hook baby

I wanna know, I wanna know
Your name, Your name, Your name
Why you gotta be anonymous?
I gotta know, I gotta know
Your name, Your name, Your name
Why you gotta be anonymous?
Baby I want you so much
Wanna hold, wanna feel your touch
Come fast girl I’m in a rush
Why you gotta be anonymous?
I wanna know, I gotta know
Your name, Your name, Your name
Why you gotta be anonymous?

What’s your name?
Anonymous
Where you at?
Anonymous
When I think about you I get a rush
I wanna meet my Ms.Anonymous

Yeah, Valentino, This another one, let’s go
Ride with me girl, I been looking for you
Let’s go yeah

*** a song by Bobby Valentino with Timbaland di album Special Occasion

thanks dhanaaa for the song!

hahaha,, saya baru menyadari bahwa akhir2 ini semakin banyak saja anak psikologi yg terjerat di UKM marching band. yg terakhir terdeteksi adalah Ginunk the Tuba’er. kalo ini sih muka lama yg baru nongol lagi setelah mendapat tawaran menggiurkan dari ‘para manusia penjerat player’…. mbak2 personalia.

berikut ini daftar nama anak2 psikologi yg saya tau telah ‘terjerat’ dalam tim GPMB ‘07 :
1. saya sendiri - pit instrument
2. dyah ‘05 - pit instrument
3. fadhli ‘05 - battery percussion; snare drum
4. rere (ratri) ‘04 - field commander
5. pam2 ‘05 - color guard
6. putri ‘06 - color guard
7. rimbul ‘05 - lowbrass; tuba
8. ginung ‘04 - lowbrass; tuba

berikut ini adalah mbak2 psikologi para penjerat player untuk dimasukkan ke dalam list team :
1. sheila ‘04 - kabid SDM
2. lintang ‘02 - manajerial

so… who’s coming up next on the list? come and join us…. =]

ya sudahlah,,,, when it doesn’t meant to be then it won’t be.
it might only become a beautiful coincidence.

the butterfly effect has almost vanished…..

until we meet again in some beautiful coincidence then. hope things run in better ways… i try to make path now. it’s all i can do!

regards,
myself