Pojok Katarsis

forwarded from inke….

LAYER ONE:

Name:  dita

Birthday: dec 18
Current Location: Jogja

Eye Color: black

Hair Color: item
Righty or Lefty: Righty

Zodiac Sign: sagittarius

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE

Your heritage: jogja

Your fears: height, ghost
Your Best Pizza: american fave
Goal for future: jadi orang sukses lah,, being good clinical psychologist

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY,
TOMORROW:

Your thoughts first waking up:
hayyy,,, jam brapa neeh?? musti ke sekre!!
Your best physical feature: eyes

Your bedtime: gak mesti,, biasanya jm 11an
Your most missed memory : kelas 6 SD

LAYER FOUR:
YOUR PICK:

Pepsi or Coke: neither,, i try to avoid soda,, tea is much better

McDonald’s or Burger King: McD

Adidas or Nike: adidas
Lipton Tea or Nestea: lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate for sure!!
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino,, coffee is too much caffeine

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?

Take a shower: iya kl inget, hehehe

Have a crush: hohoho
Believe in yourself: try to always

LAYER SIX: IN
THE PAST MONTH

Drank alcohol: nope,, but i ate some liquor cakes as i remembered,, yiekss

Gone to the mall: kynya iya

Been on stage: sure,, GPMB by the end of the year,,, my first experience… bakal ada pengalaman kedua gak yah? gyahahaha…
Eaten Sushi: yes,, w/ some caviar on it
Been dumped: kinda
Gone skating: sure sure sure!! i love it,, sayang ga mahir,, hiks hiks
Dyed your hair: nope

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER:

Played a stripping game: nope, stoopid…
Gotten beaten up: yah kinda,, who doesn’t?
Changed who you were to fit in: a lil,, something with my hair,, lol

LAYER EIGHT:
GETTING OLD:
what Age you’re hoping to be married:
dunno,, maybe 25 or older before 30
Age you wanna have kids: soon as i married after getting my professional degree

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY

Best eye color: dark brown

Best hair color: black

Short or long hair: short

LAYER 10:TIME

1 minute ago: ngetik

1 hour ago: ngecek FS

1 day ago: ke perpus FK

1 year ago: getting more excited about marching band life,, yayy

LAYER
11: FINISH THE SENTENCE:

I LOVE: myself

I FEEL: happy,, excited, or in love i dunno… can’t figure out properly
I HATE: feeling lonely
I HIDE: nothing, i try to show it…
I NEED: to get my skripsi done or aku
takkan hidup tenang!! *idem w/ inke*

Uhm,, gw ngalamin hari yang aneh,, in my opinion. Aneh,, nggak kebayang sebelumnya,, tapi menyenangkan…. Well I’d better keep my mind opened and think positive =)

btw…. kayaknya dalam beberapa bulan kedepan,, until I graduated (amin) gw bakal ‘pindah kampus’ ke fakultas kedokteran. Maksudnya gw bakal sering ke FK sehubungan dgn skripsi gw. Gyahaha… gaya bgt dah! Jadi bakal sering bolak-balik Psikologi-Kedokteran. hehehe…. Thank God this place provides my needs….  and thanks people for helping =) i really appreciate it.

Hmmm….
Clinton Thomas wannabe.

I can’t believe it! Awesome,, truly madly deeply awesome… I try to believe it!

I meet someone who looks just alike them
Is it Clint or Bob? I dunno…. That doesn’t really matter for me.I just can’t believe it! It’s wonderful I thought.
-WOW-

unbelievable….

uhm,, sorry i don’t mean to compare or label or anything…. i just can’t believe it. UNBELIEVABLE!

Pernah baca novel Cintapuccino?

Pernah nonton filmnya juga?

I have.

Dan gue sebel,, lebih tepatnya kecewa setelah nonton filmnya. Sebel karena pemilihan tokohnya menurut gue nggak sesuai dengan kebutuhan karakternya. Nimo, Dimas Geronimo yang jadi daya tarik cerita justru nggak memunculkan aura yg dibutuhkan seorang tokoh "Nimo" yang ada di novelnya. Bukannya gue nggak menghargai usaha Miller buat meranin tokoh "Nimo", tapi jujur ya… gue ngerasa tokoh Nimo adalah sosok yang perfect buat seorang cewek, at least buat gue sebagai penggemar novel Cintapuccino. He’s a dream guy, a fantasy comes for real. He needs to be at least one level to perfection. And it didn’t happen in the film…

Buat Aditya Herpavi yg meranin tokoh Raka sih quite okay lah… meskipun tetep nggak sesuai dengan bayangan awal gue. Mungkin pemilihan aktornya kali ya… in my mind, tokoh Raka alias Danang Raka Sudiro itu sosoknya kayak Agashtya Kandou. Gentle and macho… hmmm… trus buat karakter Nimo-nya mungkin lebih ke ehem siapa ya? nggak ada bayangan. Maybe it’s close to Rendy Bragi. Ehem… Tora Sudiro tanpa kegokilannya juga okay. Someone mature and charming. Miller was too young. Adit was too innocent. It just didn’t fit to my imagination.

Hiks…. I’d better keep my imagination.

..membaca seorang kawan…

dia begitu jujur, meskipun ada juga yang dirahasiakan. dengan membaca bisa turut menikmati dunianya. indah dan lepas…

entah kenapa aku jadi benci sama diriku sendiri saat ini. andai saja bisa sedemikian jujur, setidaknya aku bisa lebih menghargai diriku. aku hanya bisa terdiam. jika sudah lelah, hanya menangis dalam diam.

entah kenapa jadi sedemikian sensitif saat ini. harusnya aku bisa bersikap lebih dewasa dan  mau terbuka. i just hate it if i have to confess what i dont want to.

mungkin itu menjawab kenapa kalian sulit memahami isi tulisanku. karena aku tidak jujur, bahkan pada diriku sendiri. i just hate it i remain… i cannot let things go easily. i said it’s my privacy. but i need to share. i’m tired keeping it alone.

i love my solitude
tapi saat semua berlebih, rasanya jadi ingin meledak. (yah jelek bgt bahasanya, masa gw meledak sih?!)

a friend says i have to learn to share, to speak up
glad to know she’s still there for me. i thought i am all alone.
there’s plenty that i have to learn from her, from them.

thanks re, thanks moy, thanks for you people with all gratitudes.
but i still need some peace tonight…

anyway i miss Iffha & Mas Dodi…. semoga hidup baru kalian berjalan lancar dan menyenangkan teman2… =)

Song lyrics | Insensitive lyrics

huff…

i am risking myself now.

wait n see

To My Friends Who Are…AFRAID TO CONFESS

Love hurts when you break up with
someone. It hurts even more when
someone breaks up with you. But love
hurts the most when the person you
love has no idea how you feel.

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gw ngerasa jahat banget,,,
kayaknya gw salah ngomong deh….. jd ada yg tersinggung gt..

gw sering bermasalah dgn basa - basi. that is why me prefer shutting up in conversation..

maaf ya… maaf bgt,,,,,, i didn’t know it was BIG deal for you.
i know the problem is in me. i’m so sorry….

hepi nu year

satu2nya yg ada dalam pikiranku : semoga tahun ini bisa lulus kuliah dengan IP memuaskan. terus bisa cepet balik ke rumah. amin.

jujur gw masih sedih karena hasil gpmb ga sesuai harapan,, tapi tetep merasa puasss… -kayak yg dibilang mas titok- kepuasan yg tidak dapat ditukar dengan apapun.. terharu, bangga, senang, sedih.. campur2. walopun sempet ngerasa sedih waktu liat ekspresi mas dian waktu itu… yah.. we’ve tried our best.

nothing can bring me down.. walaupun harus ngeliat pemandangan menyedihkan di akhir kebersamaan dengan tim gpmb (note:dgn org itu, yg sengaja manas2in padahal gw udah capek bgt,,physically and psychologically,, jiwa raga). something breaks me,, but it wont let me down.

right now i just want to live my life…