they didn’t come for me…
postingan yg ini masih nyambung sama postingan sblmnya. (kalo pada nggak mudheng sama yg sebelumnya, hehe)
dua hari ini bener2 bikin kenangan lama gw balik lagi.
actually i wanna get over it… i’ve been sick… i’m too tired to get back..
gimana
nggak mo kepikiran lagi coba,, kemaren malem that person’s mother
dateng ke rumah. sebenernya nggak berurusan sama gw,, actually it was
with my mom. tapi tetep aja, i couldn’t just ignore her that way. tetep
aja gw musti basa - basi sama dia,, yah atas dasar norma kesopanan lah.
dan tetep aja,, that person had become the topic of the night. awwww
sakiiiit…
nggak cuma sampe situ..
tadi pagi gw makin shock ajah. pagi2 buta
gw kan masih tidur tuh.. awalnya gw nggak nyadar kan,, tau2 ada yg
ngetuk pintu rumah. suara cowok. so i opened it. ternyata sodara2…
tengtong…. yg dateng bokapnya!! omigod whatta..?? *speechless* once
again, actually he didn’t come here to meet me, it’s my parents’
bussiness. tapi tetep aja,, kedatangan si oom pagi2 buta jam 5 bikin gw
sumpah kaget buangeeed! *yah secara gw yg disuruh bukain pintunya
getuh* so again,, i gotta greet him in the name of social norm. ughhh
makin sakiiiiit… hope it wasn’t fake smile. untung nyokap langsung
ngerti dan nyuruh gue masuk ke dalem. huff,, thanks mom…. nggak
nyangka gw dapet shock therapy pagi2 buta…
so i went back to my room, thinking…
*anjrit knapa sih bokapnya mirip bgt ama dia??*
*ya iyalah secara itu bokap kandungnya gituw,, dasar bego!*
huff, why can’t i just make up my mind and think it’s none of my bussiness anymore?
it never did actually,, i just made everything up. i made my own mind complication. perhaps i know it will never work out.
buat rio, kalo kamu baca ini…
plis don’t tell anyone. i know you don’t know me, but i bet you know whom i’m talking about. please just keep it.
oh and people,
don’t worry i’ve been trying hard to let it go
i’m living my live now.
i know things are getting better and i’ll find my way…
oh and for you -themani’mtalkingabout-
life’s getting harder, eh?
be strong… i know you can get through it.
we’ve grown up now.
and i know you’ll always be my friend.
for always… thanks for never letting me down…
best regard,
dita
