dear iffha,, *would you read this?*
dear friends,
terserah kamu mo nganggep aku apa…
do you feel left? kok tiba2 aku ngerasa jadi orang jahat ya?
ninggalin kamu gitu aja,, pindah kos sak penake dhewe… abis itu nggak pernah muncul lagi di sana. aku bahkan nggak tau gimana kabarmu skarang, mbak retty… is she graduated yet? mas dodi? mas januar?
iffha maaph ya,,,
you were always there for me when i needed
but now look what i’ve done to you
i left you on your own
nggak setia kawan.
ngelupain temen gitu aja.
jahat… jahat… jahat…
i feel useless.
hope everything’s going fine with your life
i know you can do it on your own
i know you’ll never walk alone.
don’t ever felt that way,,
because you’re a lovely girl
miss you so much…
miss you all people
miss you fha,, dan mbak retty, mas dodi, mas januar..
you guys have showed me the world
you have opened my eyes
and convinced me that i’ll never walk alone
that i can do anything i wanted to
mungkin kalian nggak pernah ngerasa ampe segitunya ngebantuin aku
but…. i feel you guys that much
and i thank you for that
you guys are my second family
sorry for everything i’ve done to you
just wanna say
i miss you all
kangen bareng2 kalian lagi
nongkrong malem - malem di Pakualaman lagi
jalan - jalan keliling jogja lagi
i lost it all.
*mungkin lebih tepatnya aku yg ninggalin kalian ya?*
yes, i lost it all.
