Pojok Katarsis

Syeh, musim semesteran gini, waktunya blajar gila2an.. tau ndiri lah gue orangnya kayak gimana…. males banget gue kalo nginget besok ada ujian,,, weks besok PSD I n Metodologi Penelitian!! Mampus luh kalo kagak blajar!!

Adooooh males neeeeh,, bukannya blajar, gue malah ngabur ke warnet berjam2… MOM, sorry yah aku lg muales nih blajar…. udah kepikiran liburan…

Untunglah UASnya tinggal besok, selasa, n kamis.. abis ntu pelantikan psikomedia, abis ntu….. LIBURAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNN!!!! Yippie….

duh udah gak sabar nih mo pulang… mana anak2 dah pada nanyain lagi gue pulangnya kapan,, dah pada kangen ma gue ya? hihihihi… *mupeng*

Adooh… saat2 yg berat nih buat blajar, banyak gangguan esp pikiran2 negatip ttg betapa pewenya liburan, trus pulang ke rumah…

Ada satu orang nih yg pengen gue tanya2in… BARA!! Woi lu pulang ke jakarta kagak? bareng dunk.. males nih gue pulang ndiri….

Wedew mana musti balik sebelum tanggal 4 Juli pula, banyak kerjaan!! Adooooh… puyeng!!

Yieks… liburan aja belom udah mikirin balik aja nih, payah payah… wahai setan - setan sableng, enyahlah dari kepalaku…. blajar dulu baru mikirin liburan,dodol!! hh… gotta go!

Pemimpin Umum : Martinus Prabowo

Pemimpin Redaksi : Azizah Kusuma Wardani

Staff Redaksi : Moh. Ilhamsyah, Dian Paramita, Wita (sorry gue nggak tau nama lengkapnya, I’ll post the full name later)

Pemimpin Bagian Penelitian dan Pengembangan : Noor Alifa Ardhianingrum

Staff Bagian Penelitian dan Pengembangan : Masnaeni Ahmad, Anissaa Miranti

Pemimpin Bagian Perusahaan : Elly Puspitasari

Staff Bagian Perusahaan : Rina Astuti, Realita Candrati, Anti (sorry lagi, gue belum konfirmasi nama lengkapnya)

Pemimpin Bagian Rumah Tangga : Wiji Lestari

Staff Bagian Rumah Tangga : Novilya Roza

Pemimpin Bagian Humas dan Jaringan : Praditya Putri Pertiwi

Staff Bagian Humas dan Jaringan : Anindita Budhi T.

Sekretaris Umum : Dianingtyas Rusmandhani

Bendahara Umum : Mariana V.

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Pelantikan pengurus akan dilaksanakan pada :

Hari/Tanggal : Sabtu - Minggu, 18 - 19 Juni 2005

Lokasi : Hotel Rangdo, Parangtritis, Yogyakarta

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what’s within
I’ve been there before
But that life’s a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain’t you baby
If I ain’t got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain’t got you

Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that’s the only way to prove you love them

And in a world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain’t you baby
If I ain’t got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain’t got you

Some people want it all
But I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain’t you baby
If I ain’t got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain’t got you

If I ain’t got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don’t mean a thing
If I ain’t got you with me baby

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Dave Moffatt

Dave’s fun facts: Nickname: Big D or Moffatt Which musical act would you most like to see in concert? Cher What posters/pictures are on the walls of your bedroom?  None. I like the nice clean look I feel most comfortable when I’m…around friends and family. What is your favourite movie? The Fifth Element What is your favourite book? The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe What has been the biggest accomplishment of your life? My brothers and I were on our way to the Philippines and we had read that there had been an accident and one of their major hospitals had burnt down, so we took all the the ticket sales and donated them to the hospital and they were able to rebuild a new one. What are you the most proud of? Looking in the mirror and being happy with what I see. Which item could you not live without? My puppy, she is a pug and her name is Paige. She is my girlfriend. Haha. What’s been the best day of your life? I would have to say making it to the Top 32. There was a lot of relief for me, cause I didn’t think I could make it that far. If you could meet one person, living or dead, who would it be and why? I would have to say Elvis, cause I have heard some great things from people who had met him, he was a great entertainer, singer and person. What do you think has gotten you this far in the competition? The will and the want to be number one. I think talent has a lot to do with it as well, but mostly, I think its drive. What will it take for you to become the Canadian Idol? I need to break out and show the audience who I really am, hopefully they will like it! What has been the most challenging part of the competition so far? I have a hard time looking the judges in theeyes, and when I do, I melt. They are so scary way up there looking down on you. I know its just the way I look at it, but they scare me a little. Whose career path would you like to follow and why? I would have to say if I could follow the path of Paul McCartney, I would truly be a happy man. He is a great song writer, musician, and of course, he doesn’t have to work another day in his life. Now that’s not bad! What part of the Canadian Idol experience has surprised you the most? The whole kit and caboodle, its so different from anything i have ever experienced before in my life. There are suprises every day. What did you learn about yourself during the Top 100? That I have super low self-esteem, though I am now working on it. What was your reaction when you made the Top 32? It was amazing, a feeling I want to feel more and more as this competition continues. Who has been the greatest inspiration of your life? I would have to say my mom, I haven’t seen her in years, but I talk to her almostevery day. She is the one person I can talkto about anything. She is the shoulder I lean on. Who has helped to make you the singer you are today? I have never had professional training, but my brothers push me everyday to better myself. I wouldn’t nearly be as good as I am if it wasn’t for them. What song touches you the most? Why does it affect you so much? "Tears in Heaven", by Eric Clapton, it’s a beautiful song about true loss, I think that can affect everyone. What song title best describes you? "Good Old Fashion Lover Boy", by Queen. What do you do to keep your nerves in check during the competition? I don’t think I do, I think thats why I am always feeling sick to my stomach. How has this competition changed you? It has made me a stronger person, I have more faith in myself and my talent now. What is your motto? Be yourself and you will be accepted. Which words or phrases do you most overuse? HOT, I say it way too much, I think I am turning into Paris Hilton. * * * * * * * * * * * * Source : http://www.ctv.ca/servlet/ArticleNews/ idol/CTVShows/1118257658159_113666375

Ini lagu favorit gue, lebih cocok buat suasana yang mellow - mellow…..

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance

For the break that will make it okay

There’s always some reason to feel not good enough

And it’s hard at the end of the day

Let me be empty oh and weightless and maybe

I’ll find some peace tonigh

In the arms of the angle far away from here

From this dark, cold hotel room and the endlessness that you feel

You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie

You’re in the arms of the angel

May you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line and everywhere you turn

There’s vultures and thieves at your back

The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies

That you make up for all that you lack

Don’t make no difference escape one last time

It’s easier to believe

In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness

That brings me to my knees

In the arms of the angel

Far away from here

From this dark, cold hotel room

And the endlessness that you feel

You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie

You’re in the arms of the angel

May you find some comfort here

(Angel by Sarah McLachlan)

Lagu ini lagi cocok buat gue. Lagu buat menenangkan diri sendiri. Dan setiap denger lagu ini pasti jadi kebawa suasana mellow2 gitu deh!

Anyway, I find out that he’s engaged. Si masnya itu…. HIKS! Semoga itu bukan dia lah…… masih dugaan sementara, dan biasanya firasat gue nggak bisa dipercaya.

I’d better stop before getting into deep. Hhhhhh………..

Sang gadis menapaki jalan berliku itu lagi

Masih sama seperti sebelumnya, dipenuhi manusia berlalu lalang

Muda - mudi memadu kasih

Sedang di sekitar pondokan mahasiswa berjejal meminta ruang

Yah begitulah adanya di kota kecil ini, beragam manusia memenuhi demi sebuah asa….

masa depan yang lebih baik

Dan seketika sang gadis menatapi mega

Tidak ada yang berubah dari hari ke hari

Masih saja seperti itu

Dan masih saja sang mega memamerkan keindahannya

Jingga dengan semburat ungu di sekelilingnya

Dulu sang gadis bertanya - tanya

Ada apa di ujung mega?

Benarkah kisah tentang pertarungan naga di tiap semburat jingganya?

Ataukah sang perawan masih menari dengan selendang ungunya itu?

Ah… mega memang penuh tanda tanya

Dan mega masih saja memancarkan keindahan semburat senja

Hingga waktu yang tak terpetakan

Yap… besok ada rekrutmen staff Psikomedia buat kepengurusan 2005/2006.

Since gue nggak masuk dalam jajaran DP (Dewan Pimpinan) buat kepengurusan besok, so gue bakalan ikutan staffing. Oh ya.. for your infos… waktu itu kan gue dicalonin jadi Pemimpin Redaksi n Pemimpin Bagian Litbang (Penelitian dan Pengembangan), tapi ternyata nggak kepilih, sooo… gue mo fokusin di redaksi aja lah… jadi staff redaksi. Toh dari awal emang gue pengen masuk bagian redaksi. Lagian udah ditawarin sama Azizah (the Pemred) n Mas Tinus (The PU). Rugi lah ikutan badan pers mahasiswa kalo nggak masuk redaksinya.

Btw, masa kata Iffha, gue militan. Are you sure, Fha?

Oke.. sekarang gue lagi fokusin buat acara pelantikan pengurus hari Sabtu tanggal 18 Juni besok. Rencananya mo ngundang alumni kayak mas Weje, Mas Dodi, Mas Januar, Mbak Khuri, Mbak Ratna, Mbak Mila… who else ya? Ugh.. coba kalo bisa ngundang Mas Joko n Mas Naf’an juga… kan seru tuh bisa jadi reuniannya The Three Musketeers sekalian. Lagipula gue blom pernah ketemu sama Mas Naf’an nih… penasaran!

News dari Psikomedia :

Jajaran Dewan Pimpinan udah kepilih semua nih… tapi berhubung belum lengkap plus staffnya, jadi nggak gue post sekarang. Maybe tomorrow… oh trus pelantikannya hari Sabtu tanggal 18 Juni 2005, rencananya sih di Hotel Rangdo, Parangtritis, sama kayak pelantikan pengurus tahun lalu. Rencana acaranya…. hmm.. pokoknya seru deh, tunggu aja tanggal mainnya!!

Oke, that’s it from Psikomedia today!

Duh, beberapa hari lalu gue mimpi yg ada hubungannya ama aer2 gitu… kayaknya berenang di sungai…… trus kayak mo tenggelem gitu, eh ktemu ama lumba2 guedeeee buanged, seukuran paus tapi tetep lumba2.. tapi agak nyeremin. Tapi baek banget nolongin gue pas mo tenggelem.

oh ya jadi sebelum gue kebangun, setelah scene lumba2nya pergi abis nolongin gue itu, ceritanya gue lagi duduk - duduk di pinggir sungai sambil ngeringin baju, eh tau2 ada seseorang nyender ke gue gitu,, yaa seseorang yg gue tau sih,,, cowok. Dia juga basah gitu, trus nyender di kaki gue gitu….. pokoknya tiba2 semuanya jadi basaaaaaahhhh…. nggak ngerti kenapa.

Nah sejak bangun ampe sekarang gue masih kepikiran sama tu mimpi. Tentang perasaan gue setelah bangun tidur. Apalagi nggak taunya setelah mimpi itu paginya gue ketemu seseorang yang ada dalam mimpi gue itu,, trus ngobrol2 dikit.. BASA BASI gituw.. tapi…… ampe sekarang gue masih kepikiran, kayaknya tu mimpi ada maknanya deh… gue selalu kepikiran gitu. Apalagi tiap kali orang itu ada dalam mimpi gue, pasti kagak beres semuanya. Padahal tu orang aslinya beres lho…. ANEH.

Gue jadi ngerasa gimanaaa gitu tiap ketemu tu orang setelah mimpi itu. Jadi nggak enak ati ndiri,,,,,,………..

Kabar terbaru dari Psikomedia*:

Telah terpilih Pemimpin Umum BPPM Psikomedia periode 2005 / 2006.

Adapun kandidat Pemimpin Umum pada pemilihan kali ini yaitu :

1. Martinus Prabowo, demissioner Pemimpin Redaksi BPPM Psikomedia periode 2004 / 2005.

2. Elly Puspitasari, demissioner Pemimpin Rumah Tangga serta Staff Bagian Penelitian dan Pengembangan BPPM Psikomedia periode 2004 / 2005.

Berdasarkan hasil musyawarah mufakat dalam rapat pemilihan Pemimpin Umum Psikomedia yang dilaksanakan pada hari ini; Jumat, 3 Juni 2005 setelah melalui musyawarah tanpa voting, maka dipilihlah MARTINUS PRABOWO sebagai Pemimpin Umum BPPM Psikomedia periode 2005 / 2006.

Ybs menggantikan posisi Retty Thiomina, Pemimpin Umum BPPM Psikomedia periode 2004 / 2005 yang sudah habis masa jabatannya.

Adapun pertimbangan dipilihnya ybs untuk jabatan tersebut telah melalui pertimbangan - pertimbangan berdasarkan seleksi menurut Job Requirement serta melalui musyawarah forum bersama Psikomedians. Ybs dianggap memiliki visi dan misi yang mendukung kegiatan Psikomedia selama satu tahun kepengurusan yang akan datang, berkomitmen, berjiwa pemimpin, serta berdedikasi tinggi terhadap kelangsungan kinerja BPPM Psikomedia selanjutnya.

Adapun agenda selanjutnya yaitu :

1. Pemilihan Pemimpin Redaksi, Pemimpin Bagian Penelitian dan Pengembangan, serta Pemimpin Bagian Rumah Tangga hari Sabtu, 4 Juni 2005 Pukul 10.00 WIB - selesai;

2. Pemilihan Pemimpin Bagian Humas dan Jaringan, Bendahara Umum, serta Sekretaris Umum hari Minggu, 5 Juni 2005 Pukul 09.00 WIB - selesai;

3. Pemilihan Staff seluruh bagian hari Sabtu, 11 Juni 2005, waktu menyusul.

Pelantikan pengurus baru direncanakan akan dilaksanakan saat liburan semester genap. Tanggal, waktu, dan tempat menyusul.

* merupakan pendapat gue sebagai seorang anggota Psikomedia. Berita yang gue tulis di atas merupakan hasil musyawarah yang tadi berlangsung. Berita tersebut gue tulis secara garis besarnya saja, sementara informasi lebih lengkap mengenai job requirement serta pertimbangan komprehensif mengenai pemilihan ybs sebagai Pemimpin Umum BPPM Psikomedia periode 2005 / 2006 tercantum dalam BUKU RAPAT UMUM Psikomedia.